I Wish I Didn’t Care

2am-poetry:

I wish I could open up my skull

and pick you out of my brain

discard the infected pieces of you in me

and become a little more sane

.

Excuse the blood stains on the page

they’re silent cries trying not to shout

My heart pumps the feelings directly to my pen

in an effort to bleed you out

.

This pain I’m bearing

is entirely too hard to console

I’m trying to forget you ever existed 

but it’s like you’re ingrained into my soul - julianplowden